Now is my turn to blog....
Last friday, sat n sun was ramadhan rocks....really make full use of the
logistics...hahaha...
Anw on the last day of ramadhan rocks ade tazkirah subuh...Ustaz Ali tk
salah aku die ckp bout orang ahli surga...Rasullah SAW ckp ngan sahabat2
nanti akan ade orang dtg ini dari kalangan orang2 ahli surga....then ade sahabat
ni which aku tk tau name die...So sahabat yg laen ni pon hairan la nape die
masok surga....jadi salah satu sahabat ni nk tau ape die buat sampai kan
die masok surga...die mintak izin utk tinggal kat umah die selama 3 hari....
pendek kan cerita....sahabat ni pon hairan sebab die tk buat pape yg luar
biase yg bole masok kan die dlm surga...die pergi lah tny orang ahli surga ni...
Ape yg kau buat sampai kau bole masok surga...?? (pendek kan cerita)
Aku pon tidak tahu...tapi ape yg aku tau sebelom aku tido aku akan maaf kan
semua dosa2 yg pernah orang buat kat aku....
* Ustaz ni ckp ngan aku type kat blog ade laen siket tapi content die same...
So yaaa....conclusion die is hati......aku ingin meminta maaf kepada semua orang....
InsyaAllah.....coz aku pon akan tinggal kan dunia ini....entah aku dpt masok umor
21 ke tk....anw aku dah umor 20 tahun....!!! Alhamdullilaaah
Mak aku ckp....ale2 die ckp....wan kau anggap la dulu sebagai dugaan n bukak
lah lembaran baru die umor 20 tahun ni....(rephase using my own words)
I know, she can feel the pain what i feel right now....she is my mum after all....
My dad can feel....gaknye laaah...tapi itu pon gaknye tk nk bilang.....hahaha....
Looking at the brighter sight....i try to forgive n forget my past....lets start fresh...
Eh mcm rhyme gitu eh??? hahaha
Anw aku dah ade satu cita2 for now....aku nk jadi engineer....aku tny la kawan aku
ni dulu....nape die nk jadi ni....?? then die tny aku alek....then die jawab what a
typical anwser...hahah...coz aku nk jadi engineer which my course is electrical
ENGINEER......Its 60% goin to be engineer....
Yup birthday yesterday as per normal as previous years birthday except last year...
I do not celebrate my birthday with anyone...:-) should it be sad or happy....
In my life only 2 times there is a celebration for my birthday....when i was
at the age or entah la tapi maseh kecik n also last year...yes 2 years of 20 year....
I really envy people who have close friends...share secrets together...laugh together...
sad together...really...i only felt it once in my life....when my age is 18 and 19 yrs
old....that is my highest part of my life...now i'm 20 years old.....1 day had past...
My life now is just to go to sch every mon to fri....sat sun klau tk de camp ade keje.....
Thats my life for now...Yes tmr ade leadership camp organise by saff perdaus
inconjuction with TMSN....looking forward to it....got to meet more friends....
Aku realise aku dah tk pandai uat puise jiwaaang.....hahaha....aku dah mcm ckp
more to english then to malay.....eng aku dah karat....malay aku dah makin down...
so what language shall i use....not singlish but maleng...combination of eng and malay...
Aku nk pick up alek mandarin...so i'm taking up mandarin course in NP...hope to
speak fluent...and ade agi satu language which i really want to understand....which
is bahase Syurga....mcm ane nk masok syurga klau bahase pon tk tau.....hahaha....
ok la not sampai di sini jeee....aku mcm lapar arr....hahaha....
Bila rindu ku sebut nama muuuu.....
Bila resah gelisa terasaaaaa......
