Ok lots of sugar and sweets inside my body....and the prob
with me is that i'm too lazy to exercise...you know what
i mean...anw really enjoying the food at swensen yesterday..
And fauzy cite kan the Great White Ape lagi.....hahaahaha...
Anw nice knowing all of you...hope our friendship starts here...
Including people who cannot attend yesterday...don worry we
can still meet some other day...insyaAllah....
Sometimes i just wonder...how much things i've done for
myself, for my fam and for the community...?? Its really little
should i say...I'm no longer a kid who depends on other people..
I'm the one who have to hold the light on my own and find my
own way...I have my own brain...what do you expect God have given
me all the best tools in the world..but its up to me to use
it for good cause or not...
So now school going to start soon and i'm just going to sprint
my last lap coz after that thats my end to my poly life...I really
love poly life...it really thought me alot of things that i cannot
get any where else...
Niari hari yg terakhir ibu aku jage budak...haaaiz i think its a
bit sad for me....but nvr life have to move on right...?
Ingin ku meluahkan isi hati ini...
Ku bagaikan daun terapung-apung di dasar lautan. Tidak ada
tujuan dan tidak ada matlamat. Ku ingin kan tempat berpaut.
Berpaut supaya memberi ku semangat.
Ku tau ku harus bersabar. Ku harus melihat ke arah yang lebeh
luas. Tidak kah ku harus menempuh ombak yg besar seorang??
Aku rase aku tidak mahu fikir yg lama. Ku penat dan jemu kenangan
yg telah pon menjadi kenangan.
Ya Allah kuat kan semangat hamba mu ini. Aku tahu engkau dpt
membaca isi hati ku ini. Aku ingin supaya ku dekat diri ku pada
Mu. Ku ingin bersama insan yg ku idam2 kan selama ini. Tapi
siapa.?
Cinta memang indah. Cinta memang ku sanjung. Namun cinta boleh
melukakan. Cinta pon boleh merawat luka yg ada dihati.
Di bulan yg baek ini ku ingin hijerah diri ku ini supaya lebeh
baek. Ku tidak mahu "Yang di kejar tk dpt di gendung keciciran".
Kuat kan lah hamba mu ini....
I just can't wait to start school...And finish my poly...!!
I realise that this is phase of life where it prepare me for
the real challenge...this challenge that i face is nothing
compare to other people or should i say the Sahabah2 Nabi SAW
and Muhammad SAW himself...their challenge in life...MasyaAllah
is much more challenging than mine...
If only i can travel around the world...I want to travel and the
nature how Allah have create the Earth..
I just return home from eating and going ICE SKATING....!!!
What did you expect for the first timer to go...of course you need
to fall right...so i fell 5 times...and the 4th time is the worst
coz its on my knee...haha...kk aku cite kan siket...
Aku mule gi la kat side2 seram laaa konon nye punye la slow...then
aku tgk orang...aku pelan2..then after 15 min aku dah tk ya depend
on the side..cey aku mcm tol je...dah 1 hour..adek aku gi ckp ngan
aku.."abg, abg tk glide ar" ape lagi...aku practise laa...aku practise
dah laju siket...tapi ade satu bende aku tk pass...aku tk tau mcm ane
nk STOP....hahah...kau tau aku dah glide then at one stage aku
termcm lost balance then aku terjatuh...haha..itu la die lutot aku
kene tu..adoooi...best nyeee...!! tapi best laa...
Lps 1hr 30 min kau tau ape back of my mind ckp...eh aku nk race orang...
hahaha....!!! Ape je la aku ni...race ngan budak kecik bole laaa...
Waaaaaah i nvr expect able to ice skate...I ate BURGER...tapi kat
KFC daaaaaah...ok laaa tu..tapi tk sedap sgt...tapi kentang die sedap...
Aku ckp mcm korang tk pernah mkm kentang gitu...
K proj i'm coming...........!!!
1 proj down....3 to go....
I just realise that i stay at home for 6 days straight....Woow
that is a record for my poly life you know....Literally i never
step my foot outside the door...and its still counting...
My chicken pox is recovering and now i just have to wait 1 or 2 more
days before i can step out from my house...who want to join me eat
burger......!! :-) or join me watch movie...haha...if no one than
i just do it alone...follow my mood....haha...
I do not want to weigh my weight on the weighing machine...you know
y..?? coz that number shall rise..you know what i mean..so i just
slowly reduce my weight..How come i like to play sports but lazy
to exercise...you all understand...I also not that understand laa..
How come...??
I miss playing table tennis with taufik, bilal and husni...And also
badminton....Did you know (cey mcm kat encyclopedia) when my younger
brother and me when we were small we play badminton at home...you know
using what...guess...?? Our racket we use hard cover books and we use
a medium size balloon..hahah...that is the stage of my life when i improve
my badminton skill...not to say i play badminton very good..but i can
play for the sack of playing laa..
And the other sport which i miss is soccer....haha..entah aku bole lari
lagi ke tk...errrrmmm...Entah nape aku tk rase rindu kat takraw...gaknye
aku dah tk in touch with sepak takraw tk...?? Mungkin...
Just now i watched this malay senetron at suria...
The tittle called Manjalara...am i getting the title
correct...??
Anw it caught my attention when the guy said that...
"Kadang2 kite terpilih salah orang"...Yup sometimes its
true...to get that right person is hard...i will not
fall easily for a women with just her appearance....yes
i do admit appearance is the first step for me to zoom
but the most important for me to know her inside...
Lesson learnt...I do not want to hurt anyones feeling...
I hate that feeling...
Perasaan cinta ku simpan di peti hati,
Peti yg kini telah mempunyai dua kunci,
Satu ku sengaja letak di sanubari,
Yang satu lagi entah di mana.
Ku nanti kan detik itu,
Detik dimana bidadari membuka peti hati,
Peti hati ku yg penuh madu,
Madu yg ku hanya beri pada yg peduli.
Ku ingin berterus terang di sini,
Engkau telah mengukir kan senyuman di bibir,
Senyuman yg sukar ku ukir,
Namun senyuman bersama hati.
Ku tahu kesilapan ku dulu telah mendewasakan ku,
Ku tahu senyuman tidak ertinya cinta,
Cinta sejati yg membawa redha,
Redha pada Tuhan yg Maha Kuasa.
I just cannot tulis puisi nanti air mate sume kuar...
Anw...moving on........
Aku dgr ade orang ckp cite Twilight bagos....Bagos ke??
ermm...aku lom tgk...hahaha...
This is the result of me not going out but always in my room facing
my laptop...and doing other stuff but most of the time in my room...
The result is let me come out with a simple formulae for everyone
to understand yaaa....
(chicken X pox) + holiday = Home
Home - TV - Eating = Room
Room X Bored = BLOG
Walaaaaaah....a perfect equation that i think most of us understand
but it need a powerfull brain to derive with this fomulaes.....hahhaa...
Mcm paham je aku ni...
Ok sok MSS ade newspaper collection igt nk dtg tapi pikirnye pikir klau
aku jangkit kat orang agi susah...so my fomula for this is...
Long Term - Short term = ABSENT!!
K you know what i think the fomula werks perfectly right, right??
My Grandmother just arrived at my house to stay for a couple of days or
perhaps weeks...when she saw me she like want to go home already...aiyoo..
Then my mum like laugh very loud you know....
And you know my Grandmum said "wan kau cuti bape hari? nnk nk byr ganti
rugi bape hari tk kerja." hehehehehehehehahahahaha....i can't stop laughing
but at my heart...i just learn how to laugh at my heart by someone...
you know who you are with that skill of art....haha..
so when you see my crying maybe i might be laughing at my heart...hahahaah...
So new equation derive.....cheng cheng cheng..
Very Happy - Emotionless = Laugh at YOUR HEART...!!
Today there is a lot of new formulaes that i've derive at...so please do
subtitute my furmula n try out if my formula is true yaaaaaa....
Updating soon......!!
I think my fever is recovering..Hopefully...
My laziness is stacking up...now weighing tones
and tones of it...there are 4 projs...but how
much you had done riduwan....?? hahahha...bole
katawe lagi eh.... :-/ eh niari christmas kan...??
I like lost touch with the outside world..i just
miss my clubhouse...
Just now i watched Britain's got talent on tv...
He change his life with that show...Woow...and
i really agree with Bro Nilun (not sure getting his
name right) but he said that we tend to follow others
when we do not excel in it...yes i think that is
happening...
Let me ask this simple questions to you...very simple
questions.
What are your strength...?? And what are your
weaknesses...??
I still cannot excactly know how electricity being
created....errrmmm...
My fever is like stock market...sometimes when times are good it goes very high...
But when times are bad it goes low or sometimes at stable rate...haha...
Just browsing through pictures from people's multiply..Everything will come to
an end but the end is just the beginning of something...
I love this quote...i modified it.."Your past do not determine your future"
And also quote from micheal Jordan.."Perfect your strength and improve your
weaknesses"..
My craving for Burger King is gone for a moment...hahah...
Ngee Ann going to say bye2 to me....And NS going to say hello....
Let me reflect back what i had done during my poly life...
Yr 1...
Want to join sepak takraw only....but ended up joining MSS(Muslim Students' Society) , dikir barat and
also sepak takraw...Still in year 1 i'm become the president of sepak takraw...can you
imagine this group of people interviewed me and they asked me...."so if you have graduate....."
Wait........i'm still yr 1 and you ask me a question regarding graduate...hahah....so funny and
that time just laugh at my heart...haha....
Enjoying every moment in my 1st year...dikir barat i became awok2..ale2 aku gi la belajar
ngan kak huda maen rebanne...then harry ckp ngan aku..."wan aku nk kau training maen
rebanne" hahaha....aku ye kan aje....
Ooh my God when i see those video that is all my memories...anw me at the back middle...
and below is my bro hafiz...hahah...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fS77BL99yFo
That is my first and last jadi awok2 then maen rebanne...hahah....
I think i shall stop here...next time update 2nd yr... :-)
2nd day offcially having chicken pox...my whole body covered with redness dots...
Its getting worst...i can feel that my internal body is strong but my external which
is my skin is weak..understand...?? So i spend most of my time sleeping..hopefully
that it can recover fast enough for me to eat swensen with my friends...my mc is
until 3rd jan...
The one and most sincere care for me right now is my mum...not to say that my dad
nvr care for me coz he need to werk right...my mum like care for me trying to do
everything that she could to make me feel comfortable...
But does not mean i'm sick my brain is mulfunction right...?? So i'm trying to do some
proj along the way....hope fully by making my brain werk a little bit more it will kill
all the germs....insyaAllah...
I cannot remember the pain that i went through during my childhood days...i think
when i get older the virus is getting stronger...but not to worry there is always hikmah..
InsyaAllah....
I think the world is very small especially when technology take over our
world....
Yaaaay...i was browsing through someones blog and you guess what...my friend's
face is there....!! hahah...now i think i know why my face seems familiar to her...
hahaha....
Do you love someone by just someones look....??
Or do you love someone because of someones akhlak....??
But for me it is always first impression counts...i do not demand
for a gorgeous lady....neither do i demand for a perfect lady
with a perfect akhlak....
Sometimes when i do talk bout this topic it seems that i cannot
answer it...
Anw i shall talk about other things.....
You know i have CHICKEN POX...!!! I know that i got chicken pox
during my childhood...i also do not know y i got it....maybe Allah
wants to clear some 0f my sins in the past...Amiiiin....I got mc...
that is the best part...from today till 3rd Jan....Woooooow.....
Luckily there is still holidays...if not i need to skip my lessons n i cannot
afford to do that coz i got 8 weeks before i'm taking my final exam n
i want to score as high as possible...then i'm done with my poly life....
Is that happy or not....?? Errrrmmmm...happy in a way and sad in
a way.....
Act today there is spring clean at musollah but i cannot come and also
there is sepak takraw camp...i also cannot come....aiyoooooo....
You cannot force someone to love you...
Since a long time i nvr update my blog properly.....
I just feel that if i were to tell my life to the world maybe they do
not understand what i face now....they just read my blog n thats it..
Maybe that is one way to keep in contact with me....haha...maybe...
Lot of things happening in my life...
A few days back i went to camp which was organised by fmsa....
It was great though...i really not regretting going to that camp...
I can associate to many other things in my life now...sometimes
something is best not to share to other people right...??
I really feel that i respect a knowlegable person...
Someone ask me...when i want to get married...?? You guess what
is my answer...28 yrs old...and my friend of my said mybe i will
marry at the age of 21...i think i should focus my life at other things...
I know what type of girl i'm searching for...it is not easy you know...
Anw....If i look back i'm free in many ways now...i had step down
from NPMSS, Ngee Ann Muslim Students' Society...i now nvr join
sepak takraw....still thinking if i want to join back sepak takraw...
Maybe i'm too tired to do something which is not benificial...but is
playing sepak takraw is good for your health...?? I think i've not take
sepak takraw seriously since 4 months now...
Anw for those who just visit my blog you can see that my entry there
is this 2006 then it jump for a few months...that is a few yrs and months
that i want to forget bout my life...if you really want to know i may share
my story...
K la i want to EAT...............!!!!!!!!!!!! Aku mkn je kuat...hahha....nanti
gi toilet jugak kan....hahaha...
Sememangnya aku tk reti pakai facebook...hahhahaa
Helloooo.....
Just returning from camp yesterday...i really felt that that camp is very
good...lots of things i've learn...
Act i'm the only male participant but i call nasirudin to join me..lucky me...
I never regret going to that camp...first is because i learn many things...
secondly i make more friends especially female friends...hahaha....
I'll update soon...
