I just feel lonely. Sometimes that feeling i have to put aside.
I really miss my old friends from secondary school. Especially
Khairul. I have to admit that we have same level of frequency.
I still remember when we played sepak takraw together. We know
each other's movement and also i know exactly where he wants the
sepak takraw ball when he wanted to kill the ball. We do not communicate
at all that is how we know each other when playing sepak takraw.
Anw put my feeling aside.
Just now i had sepak takraw training at Ngee Ann. And my friend
commented something which increase my level of confidence by a
few notch. After that played bowling alone. But it was fun though.
Got to improve my skill a little bit (mcm nk masok competition je aku
ni). But a bit boring coz do not have friend(s) to play with me.
I do not express my feelings to anyone. I do not share my happiness
to anyone. I do not share my sadness to anyone. Only to someone that i
trust.
Aku perasan aku nye Face book aku nye gambar dah lame sey...hahahah..
Maklum laa tkde camera...haha..someone can sponsor camera...anyone?? knock
knock anyone...??
Lega rasa di hati.
Anw td ujan punye laa lebat. Dah la tk de proper baju ujan. Then antar
order sume jauh2.
Kini aku pikir kembali.....
Kepada FB:
Awan ibarat kan hati. Air suci ibarat kan kasih yg suci atau cinta yg
suci. Bumi adalah seseorang lebih tepat gadis.
So agak2 dah tau la ye interpretasi puisi ni...?
Biarkan ia mendung di awan, biar air hujan terkandung di awan yang
kelam, kerana belum masanya ia mencurahkan air suci ke bumi. Apabila
masanya tiba ia akan mencurah jua.
Alhamdullilaaah i have good friends. Giving good advice. Alhamdullilaah.
Just now i had arabic course. It is 3rd week already. And you know what
just now there is a relieve teacher. Then he ask me, "Masmuka?" Then you
know what?? I was brain freeze. Then i accidentally said "alamak" Ape dah
wan itu soalan punye la senang then i've been practising it for many times.
During class i was like going mad about myself of not answer the question.
Haaaaiiz....
Sometimes experience give you important lessons in life. But sometimes
we do not experience some of it. By observing other living things we can
appreciate life.
Just now a snail thought me not to give up even though it seems impossible.
A butterfly thought me how to be smart and a lovely bright yellow bird thought
me how to be confident.
Yes. I cannot enter my house because i bring the wrong house keys. Can you
imagine.
For the first time after a long long long time i feel angry that someone
told me that i was not good playing Sepak Takraw. I hope that will make me
a much better player.
Let this feeling be a secret for myself.
This is where i need to decide my future.
I just realise that our Prophet Muhammad SAW is too special.
Jazakallah Ustaz for telling us. I may be a bit late. hehehe.
Your life is too short. Right? I think most of us agree with that.
While i was doing my financial planning in my head then some questions
hit me on my head.
Y do i plan all this things? Y do i need to? Then i have my own answer.
I want to be a Muslim which gives to the community and not the community
gives me. In other words if i start building my safety net for the future
then InsyaAllah i will be able to live life to the fullest.
I really agree that your friends can change you. Am i right to say that
Riduwan? I realise that when your friends have their goals in life
and know what they are doing then you may think back. Do i have my
goal in life?
I just want to become someone which is useful to the community.
May Allah bless those who is striving hard to make Singapore community especially
Muslim community a much more successful one. Amiiin...
What a tiring day today...just reached home from werk and i just
here blogging.
Here is a great news..!! I had receive my NS enlistment. Yaaaaaaaaay.!!
Alhamdullilaaah. I got police. :-) :-)
Do you want to know something.??? In my life when i wear uniform there
must be blue colour. Yes.!!!! When i was in primary school my school uniform
was blue same as my secondary. When i went to polytechnic there was no
proper uniform so that never count. Now going NS i will wear police uniform.
Which is blue in colour.. :-) Seriously i think police uniform looks smarter
and more handsome. hahaha. Perasaan btol aku ni..haha
Anw i will be enlisted on 8th Sept. Actually i can't wait to go NS. Meet new
friends and also get new experience and hopefully i get more mutured and
also i will become a better leader. :-)
You know only 1 type of girl which can make my heart really melt. You know
who?? When a girl where her hijab with loose clothing. MasyaAllah only
Allah knows my heart pumping hard.
I want to ask this question. Why do you study? So that i can work for the best
company. Then why do you work? So that i can earn money.
Do you study because of getting money???
