I just feel lonely. Sometimes that feeling i have to put aside.
I really miss my old friends from secondary school. Especially
Khairul. I have to admit that we have same level of frequency.
I still remember when we played sepak takraw together. We know
each other's movement and also i know exactly where he wants the
sepak takraw ball when he wanted to kill the ball. We do not communicate
at all that is how we know each other when playing sepak takraw.
Anw put my feeling aside.
Just now i had sepak takraw training at Ngee Ann. And my friend
commented something which increase my level of confidence by a
few notch. After that played bowling alone. But it was fun though.
Got to improve my skill a little bit (mcm nk masok competition je aku
ni). But a bit boring coz do not have friend(s) to play with me.
I do not express my feelings to anyone. I do not share my happiness
to anyone. I do not share my sadness to anyone. Only to someone that i
trust.
