People said that when you enter NS your mind will stop thinking.
Is that true? Maybe yes. Coz right now i just do not want to think
anything. How can this happen wan. I need to change it. I do not want
to waste my 2 years in NS.
When you think you can do it then you will definitely make it to the
top. Provided that you push to your limit. Do i push myself wan???
That is the question that keeps bothering me. I think i'm just too
lazy. But i want to start reminding myself that i will live in this
world not more than 100 years. How short can it be?? Errm.
But i just want to enjoy myself. I mean when i book out, go out with
my friends and not go to classes. Sat and sun morning. But wan if you
think you want to enjoy in this world then think back wan. What is the
reality wan? Will you live foever???
The truth is that i'm not ready to have any additional responsibilities.
But Riduwan remember this wan. You cannot think about yourself. There is
someone or maybe a few ppl depends on you. Rely on you to make a change.
To change me, myself and to change your surrounding. I'm a normal person
with too much sins.
Please Riduwan think back. Think. Think. Not think just about yourself.
One day you will carry one of the most important responsibility. That is
a son to my parents, a husband to my wife and father to my children.
Not to forget a brother to my younger brother.
Please show me the straight path.
